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seeking: someone who looks like clouds feel. fluffy and comforting. close enough to the sun to have warm skin at all times, as my hands are cold no matter the weather. someone who falls fast and isn’t afraid to jump. we’ll take the leap together, hand in hand, not looking down, just at each other. someone who will always interrupt a conversation to point out a dog. someone to read with in a park on sunny lazy days while passing a joint, talking only to exchange favorite passages from the books we hold. bonus point for someone who has a bunch of queer books i haven’t read yet. someone to bike with to ikea where we’ll get those 1€50 veggie dogs and the huge box of chocolate cookies. we’ll eat all of its content sitting on the grass near the entrance and we’ll say it’s ok because we biked there. someone who will share my love for loud eclectic but basic pop music, screaming the lyrics at me while we're the first ones dancing in a loud bar, until it gets light outside. we'll walk home because the air will be that shade of warm that's cold to the touch, and we’ll laugh at the new crack in our voices. you’ll push me against a wall in an empty street and we’ll make out and we’ll feel infinite.

and when the skies go gray 5 days in a row and pink cocktails become to hot chocolates we’ll share one last cozy day inside together and agree that life calls for more friendship. when people ask how we met we’ll share conspicuous smiles and tell the story of that one summer we dated and how we so didn’t work outside of the bubble of aperol spritzes and warm grass but it made us friends and for that we’ll be ever grateful.

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